Today I am missing my kids so much I can't breathe. I have these wonderful children and I can only dream of them and how they were when they were almost two years younger than they are today. I want to be their mommy; I love them so much it hurts.
I spoke to the kids last Wednesday and C started crying; she asked when she sees me next time is that going to be the last and she said she wanted to live with me. My boys aren't doing much better, I feel as if J completely shutting down on me and E is just chugging along through rough waters.
How will I ever survive this??? I don't know how to do this......
Starting a new journey after infertility issues, a very bitter divorce and custody battle. I want to share my past and present experiences to help myself heal and hopefully help others.
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