Heavy heart

As I'm packing up and getting ready to move to a bigger city where I can find work, I feel as if I will never see my children again.  It takes two to have a successful marriage and two to end one.  Martin blames me for everything and takes zero responsibility.  I have to re-establish my career some how after being away for so long.  My children mean the world to me and they are in a horrible situation.  I feel so bad for them knowing that their mommy isn't going to be near by.