Starting a new journey after infertility issues, a very bitter divorce and custody battle. I want to share my past and present experiences to help myself heal and hopefully help others.
Monday, May 3, 2010
PTSD, anxiety attacks and panic attacks and heart issues???
I went to our family care doctor and my blood pressure is extremely elevated so he puts me on a medication. He tells me that I will most likely have to take this for the rest of my life! I'm 33 and that was a hard pill to swallow; taking a pill everyday forever! I then get sent to a Cardiologist and I get called into my doctors office and was told that I had a low ejection fraction. What is that!! He told me it usually comes from someone who experienced a heart attack. I really went over the edge because I'm thinking I am destined to die.
What was happening to me? I felt as if I couldn't be left alone fearing I was going to die and nobody would find me. My heart racing, my chest feeling as if it's caving in and I can't do anything!
I'm a wreck!
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