Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Going through this divorce and my family is 1200 miles away and I'm making mistakes!

I felt so alone going through my divorce.  I have two wonderful friends/almost mom and dad; that believed in me and helped me more than I could of ever imagined.

I was in a daze for most of it and under stress and without my children I was doing things that weren't exactly in my best interest and didn't look good in court and Martin and his attorney were loving it.  Martin had his family here and he had our children with him everyday so things were fine with him.  I'm extremely depressed and missing my children more than you can imagine.  I'm in shock and vulnerable.

One night I was at a friends house and drank wine.  When I left I was driving and texting; yes I know this isn't very smart and quite selfish of me to put others in danger.  Well I got stopped by a State Trooper and got a DUI.  This was a major set back for my case and I'm looking like the person Martin is portraying me to be.

How would I ever survive?!?!

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