Tormenting

I can't even begin to tell you how sad I feel.  I miss my kids more than anyone can imagine.  How can I ever live without them?  Martin is so full of hatred and bitterness that he's tormenting me through our children.  I feel as if he does things like this to me to try and send me over the edge.  He is so cocky and even more controlling than ever now it sickens me.

When will this ever stop.