FeRTiLiTy IsSuEs!!!

It is 1997 and Martin and I have not used birth control and have not yet conceived. I'm feeling so sad and Martin is holding everything in.  I hate getting invites to baby showers! We have gone to the best Doctor's in the PNW and tried different medications and nothing.  Everything seems to be functioning correctly but nothing is working.  It's hard living on calendars and watching your body for signs of ovulation.